I miss you so much and hope that you are doing well and feeling great, which you deserve so much words can't really explain. I love you so much and hope that my absence haven't made you think I forgotten about you, because I will never ever in my lifetime and beyond forget about my dearest and sweetest, most coolest and loving friend and rescuer in time of need. I will be starting to come back in drawing and of course messenger, but since I bought the game "Skyrim" I kinda lost myself in that as well as more private matters. You know how I am. I will try to make it up to you, but i fear I will never be able to make up for everything you given me, hope and inspiration, love and compassion.